Truth

I miss so many things. And they all have to do with you. You were my bestfreind, my boyfreind, my future. I miss your voice, your instrament playing (that was always so beautiful and at times annoyed the crap out of me when we were on the phone), I miss when we would talk for hours about anything, and how you could always put a smile on my face, I miss your eyes (they always told me how you felt.), I miss your attempts at singing, I miss you carrying me around the mall, I miss the good morning beautiful texts ( I dont remember the last time i was called beautiful and actually felt that way.), I miss knowing you were always there for me, I miss crying because I was so happy that i was talking to you, I miss your arms around me as I sang Phantom of the Opera songs at your house, I miss strawberries ( I dont eat them anymore because you gave me some one morning), I miss the way you smelled, I miss the time you were giving me a piggyback ride and was leaning against the railing of the bridge and I flipped out and was almost crying because I was so scared of heights, I miss the way you speak, I miss being slaphappy and playing 20 questions in the middle of the night (I'm aparantly edible.), I miss secretly watching you even when you're right next to me, I miss listening to your heartbeat, I miss you telling me to drink water (which is still disgusting), I miss reading you the stuff i write and knowing you were actually listening, I miss falling asleep to your voice and how sometimes i would wake up and you were still there, I miss the sound of you breathing, I miss how you fell asleep on the phone trying to put me to sleep one time (it was so cute.), And i could sit here forever listing everyithing i miss but the truth is, I miss everything. I miss all of you and every single part of your personality and essence.