2013

So, this is a new year. Lets start everything over. Its hard to believe that I just turned 16 and yet I will be 17 this year. I thought it would take forever... When did forever manage to get past me? Did I blink and miss it?

This is my future. That was my past. I can try everything I want for this year. I dont have much I want to try but what I do want to try will be a memory. Like maybe actually doing debate...
This is my clean slate. Everyone is forgiven. Including myself(but only somethings, with others I still havent healed.) We can all start over.
I want to say that this year will be a good year and I want to believe that but I guess we'll see how things go.
I love all of you in different ways. And some in ways that no one will ever understand but I want to thank you all for being my friend and just not getting sick of me for whatever I might be doing that is annoying.

And last, I want to agree. You do in fact have a childish perspective in that way. I however have you beat by just being childish in most ways. :) Especially when I'm sick. You know what i'm talking about. Its awful.
And now because I'm confused about everything and been asked if i need to go to the hospital... I'm going to bed. I will see you all soon. Hopefullly.