Mommy I performed twice today and did awful but i'm still going to the tournament on the 8th even though me and Jake P dont have a piece.
Sometimes it hurts to think.
Even though I say I need a hug, you really dont know what I need, not in the same way...
Daddy I want your permission first, but I'm going to be waiting a long time either way.
Daddy we need to go on our practice date.
Mommy we looked at pictures of Megans wedding today, I want to look that happy.
To someone who's name isnt worth putting on here, I was surprised when you said you were sorry at the dance. That was the first time we'd talked in a year and a half. You said what you did wasnt worth it. I agree.
Andrew I find your happiness infectious all the time. Stay away from me. JK. Stop smiling while your talking about depressing stuff though... thats weird.
I want to love myself all of the time, not just when I'm faking confidence for a part in a play... I've been acting my whole life, its pretty much all I do... or used to.
Mommy I found a flower outside for you... I made it out of snow, but i had to leave it there.
Wade: Oh sweetie you are lookin' good in your doctor who shirt!
Mommy I looked at the clouds today and they were so pretty with the sun rays shining down like you like.
Daddy I cant always act like your little girl, get used to the make up!
EDS (Im sure you can figure this out. ;) I'm sorry... I cant always be perfect. But i can try until i lose myself. And you know exactly what I mean. Signed, Angel Eyes.
And to complete strangers- I have something to tell you. You have a choice. You can believe what I say next or not. You are all wonderful and beautiful. You all have a heartbeat and that means we have a purpose. So just close your eyes and think about what you want your life to be like and then make it happen.
I love you all. :) Good night.
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